go.

my mental health isn’t doing too good today.

i feel forgotten and ignored, and i’m not looking forward to a lot of things that’ll be happening pretty soon. this quest to happiness and peace is taken a much unneeded step backwards.

my diet has been horrible this week. i’ve made a pact with my cousin to start working out everyday next week and go on a bit of a diet.

i just realized how close i could potentially be to having money soon, and i’m worried that i won’t save it the way i need to and then i’ll prolong me moving out. i might start a savings account to combat that, though. it might be alright, then.

anyway, have a good day, you guys.

two scrambled eggs, a small bowl of special k, an apple, and a glass of juice (no sugar added).

it’s amazing how eating something healthy can get you more full than eating something else. 

i’ve decided to do that seven day workout (scroll down a bit to see it) only on tuesday, thursday, saturday, and sunday. those are basically my free days off from school, and it gives me a chance to really do the workouts right and eat a good meal during the day.

monday, wednesday, friday, i’m going to the gym to do longer strength training and cardio workouts there.

i’m excited.

i’ve already started eating a lot better and taking care of myself more often.

i’ve had some minor diet setbacks (like eating an entire can of biscuits today, whoops), but i can only go forward.

also, hi, new followers! glad you guys decided to come by.

i want to get down to about 170 pounds. i weight about 270-ish or so as of right now. that’s a hundred pounds in about a year. i’ve done it before, i can do it again.

the plan of action (as of now) - 

• start some type of insanity/p90x workout.
• do yoga to limber up and get strength + flexibility back.
• change eating habits, more specifically, eat more greens and less fat.
• find and keep a motivating factor (e.g. disney world vacation + new wardrobe).

current measurements - 

• bust - 48 in.
• waist - 50 in.
• tummy - 54 in.
• hips - 57 in.
• thighs (separately) - 29 in.

if you have any suggestions, submit them.