February 2012
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thewearhaus: ONLINE WORKOUT VIDEOS P90X: Chest and Back/Ab Ripper X Plyometrics Legs and Back Yoga X Cardio X Kenpo X Shoulders and Arms Core Synergetics Stretch X Chest, Shoulder, and Triceps Back and Biceps Insanity: Fit Test Plyometric Cardio Circuit Cardio Power & Resistance Cardio Recovery Pure Cardio Cardio Abs Core Cardio & Balance Max Interval...
Feb 29th
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shouts out to me being in a really good mood...
i’m still trying to figure out what to do about me moving out. do i move out in may and just sleep in an empty apartment for a few weeks? or do i wait until june and possibly have more money to get stuff with/save? NYEAHHH. don’t know what to do. i’m just ready to move out and be with the love of my life for the summer and cook so many dinners and all the breakfast and watch...
Feb 20th
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friends.
a really wonderful friend of mine whom i’ve known since the sixth grade sent me the most beautiful message on tumblr, and it put everything back into perspective for me. my friends are my support and my backbone - without them, i would be next to nothing. i’m about to enter into a field that i have so much passion and love for and i can’t have it any other way. so, to all of...
Feb 7th
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relax.
this past weekend, i cleaned up my entire room and it made me realize how much more peaceful i am with it clean. i can think better and i can relax more. it’s wonderful, i must say. i also feel like i’m reaching this level of peace that i need to be at. yes, i’m excited for the future, but i’m great with what’s happening now. it’s isn’t ideal, but i...
Feb 7th
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HUGE UPDATE POST!
hey, everybody! hope you guys are doing AWESOME. a lot of stuff has been going on with me and i’m just going to cram it into one big huge gigantic MONSTER post. the apartment. so, i found out that most of the apartments i picked are hated by the people that live there, so i did a ton of re-evaluating and picked out some other ones. i have a bare bones list here right now. melrose. bryan...
Feb 2nd
January 2012
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Jan 28th
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college.
i got my letter from TWU today asking for me to send them my transcripts from college.  that’s one step closer to the apartment and a newer and happier life. and one step further away from this life i’m living now. progress is awesome.
Jan 27th
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confidence.
i’m about to take a test in less than two minutes. first test of the year, and i know i’m gonna get a perfect score. today, i want you guys to have confidence in what you’re doing. you’re beautiful, you’re smart, you’re amazing, and you’re funny. i love you, and the world loves you too. go kill ‘em, kid. <3
Jan 27th
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some things.
my mental health isn’t doing too good today. i feel forgotten and ignored, and i’m not looking forward to a lot of things that’ll be happening pretty soon. this quest to happiness and peace is taken a much unneeded step backwards. my diet has been horrible this week. i’ve made a pact with my cousin to start working out everyday next week and go on a bit of a diet. i just...
Jan 26th
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breakfast.
two scrambled eggs, a small bowl of special k, an apple, and a glass of juice (no sugar added). it’s amazing how eating something healthy can get you more full than eating something else. 
Jan 24th
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the basics - project apartment.
progressivelythinking: apartments that i’m looking at -  sycamore square - $0.75/SF - $4,145/semester - 2B/2.5BR westin place - $0.83/SF - $3,145/semester - 1B/1BR kennedy place - $0.85/SF - $3,050/semester - 1B/1BR sycamore place - $0.98/SF - $2,995/semester - 1B/1BR remington place - $1.00/SF - $3,145/semester - 1B/1BR sleepy hollow - $1.00/SF - $3,045/semester - 1B/1BR melrose -...
Jan 24th
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the good things.
today, i marveled at how soft i was. not in regards to fat, but in regards to skin. i am very smooth and soft and huggable. i like that quite a bit. i also like that i’ve been told that i have lips begging to be kissed. it’s little things like that that make me happy, and i try to remember them on days when i don’t feel like it’s the truth.
Jan 24th
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the curve project - updates.
i’ve decided to do that seven day workout (scroll down a bit to see it) only on tuesday, thursday, saturday, and sunday. those are basically my free days off from school, and it gives me a chance to really do the workouts right and eat a good meal during the day. monday, wednesday, friday, i’m going to the gym to do longer strength training and cardio workouts there. i’m...
Jan 24th
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another apartment.
so, this apartment is a little bit out of my budget (by about a hundred dollars a month) that i’ve set for myself, but it’s BEAUTIFUL. hardwood floors, gorgeous lighting, really large floor plan, and a nice central location to everything. i’m going to add it to the list, even though it’s out of my budget. i have dreams, okay. 
Jan 23rd
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peace.
i’ve updated the apartment list (it’s gotten more expensive), but haven’t posted it because i’ve had very loving thoughts this morning. i’m deciding to create a space just for me in my apartment that is peaceful, comfortable, and cozy. i feel as thought i’m constantly on this search for something spiritual and something peaceful within myself that i...
Jan 21st
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updates.
i’ve pushed back me moving out until july. there isn’t a reason for me to push and leave so early now, so i’m going to save up as much money as i can and just commute to work until that day. i’ll also probably end up spending less on some (read - a LOT) of the things, so i’ll update that accordingly. i’ll probably do it tomorrow, actually. i had my first day...
Jan 20th
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Jan 19th
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things happening in the next few weeks.
i’m going to try to work on my mental health. i tend to spend hours upon hours thinking of so many things. it’s ridiculous. i’m supposed to start my certification class on friday.  next week, just class. i start my diet and work out regime on monday. the week after that, my mother’s birthday. still class. the weekend after my birthday, i’m going up to denton for...
Jan 18th
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the basics - project nurse.
things i want to accomplish before the first semester -  apply to TWU. get some type of financial aid. things i want to accomplish during the first semester -  get A’s and B’s in all classes. study more (both alone and with others). attend every class. take notes in said classes. have friends and very small parties. continue to work to support self + michael. this looks like...
Jan 17th
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the basics - project curve.
i want to get down to about 170 pounds. i weight about 270-ish or so as of right now. that’s a hundred pounds in about a year. i’ve done it before, i can do it again. the plan of action (as of now) -  start some type of insanity/p90x workout. do yoga to limber up and get strength + flexibility back. change eating habits, more specifically, eat more greens and less fat. find and...
Jan 17th
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the basics - project apartment.
apartments that i’m looking at -  sycamore square - $0.75/SF - $4,145/semester - 2B/2.5BR westin place - $0.83/SF - $3,145/semester - 1B/1BR kennedy place - $0.85/SF - $3,050/semester - 1B/1BR sycamore place - $0.98/SF - $2,995/semester - 1B/1BR remington place - $1.00/SF - $3,145/semester - 1B/1BR sleepy hollow - $1.00/SF - $3,045/semester - 1B/1BR price to furnish apartment by store...
Jan 17th
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this is my progress blog.
i’ll be posting about things that i want to make happen this year. this includes - moving out of my parent’s house and everything that’s involved with that. starting nursing school in the fall. getting down to one hundred and seventy pounds and off of some medication. i’ll keep each one of these tagged and up to date as i see and deem fit. you are here. i want to be...
Jan 17th